4 lbs 14 oz

Had an ultrasound today. Little Man is weighing in at 4 lbs 14 oz. About a pound heavier than we were expecting which is great news! Especially since he would have to be at the 5 lb mark to be able to leave the hospital if he were born now.

The u/s tech had a hard time getting good shots of Little Man because of all my contractions. But so far not dilating. Shocker. She is keeping a good eye on my fluid levels cause if they drop they will take him early. Sadly, we (the nurses, u/s tech and dr) are kind of hoping for either some dilation or just low enough fluid levels that they would be able to take him. I am so incredibly miserable, and am really not sure how much more I can handle. I can't sleep, I can't breathe, I can't lay down, I can't sit up. Everything makes me sick, and I am so irritated and annoyed right now, I think I may snap.

Don't think I am a horrible person. Little Man is doing well, and is healthy, but I need to be able to have enough strength and energy to have this baby when it's time too. There is really only so much one body can handle.

We'll see what the coming days and weeks bring.